前陣子生活有點往下坡、

許多事繞著腦子轉、

無論是學業還是人際關係、

都搞不好、反而越搞越糟、

活了17年又10個月、

對於自己的脾氣和個性、

還是無法好好控制、

像個無理取鬧的小孩、*無奈*

我是個重感情的人、

會把朋友看得比什麽都重要、

所以一直都想在朋友心中有著重要的地位、

卻好像遙遙不及、=(

剩下不到30天的日子、

就要步入戰場與SPM對決、

卻依然還沒有讀書的心情、

我是準備帶9只大象回家養了、*囧*


NOTE :

No One Is Born To Be Perfect

最近是失戀的季節麼、

怎麼好多朋友都宣告單身了、

心疼他們的淚水與不愛惜身體的舉動、

卻也不懂得該怎麼去安慰他們、

也只能在他們需要的時候、

給他們一個擁抱與無止盡的安慰、

NOTE :

失恋、不代表失去一切；

别为了一个不再爱伱的人、残害身体、这并不值得；

身边还有一帮朋友关心伱在乎伱 ♥ =)

OMG my exam's result sucks man !!

how am i gonna face SPM now D:

SHOUT : which expert can teach me history / account / perdagangan !?

i don't hope for A .. i just want to score a credit =(

SPM left 45days to go .. its not enough time to spare ..

NO more fun and games .. its time to be SERIOUS and hardworking !!

BTW i had gone CRAZY to get a job at this damn moment .. D:

every Saturday and Sunday work for 8 hours sitting there .. sob ..


*P/S: i cant online since JULY

so i cant reply your comment on the chatbox there

but i can still update my blog when im at my friend's place =)



When you were here before,
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel,
Your skin makes me cry

You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so fuckin' special

But I'm a creep,
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here

I don't care if it hurts,
I wanna have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul

I want you to notice
when I'm not around
You're so fuckin' special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here, ohhhh, ohhhh

She's running out again
She's running out
She run run run run...
run... run...

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so fuckin' special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep,
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here

I don't belong here...

October .. a new month a new start a new life :)

I had finish my trial exam last Friday *phewww

Now just wait for the result comes out

Human around me keep suggest me to join modeling occupation O_O"

I don't think it suits me.. at least i don't have the S-shape

I give up the "Taiwan" things dy..

Taiwan is a nice place but it let me think of him..

I know he is living well and enjoy his life now..

Although there are still some trouble between his lover n family..

But still.. wish him goodluck :)

Some friends said i changed.. and i was O_O" huhh?

I am still the old me.. never change..

Still a LAZY WORM , a PANDA , a DAY-DREAMER :))